It was only two nights ago that I finally had the mental breakdown I had been postponing for months and sobbed for two hours.
It hurt, I couldn’t breathe, and all I could do was just cry and cry and cry and I had three pairs of eyes looking at me and despite all their words I couldn’t hear anything or at least anything they said didn’t register because I couldn’t make it out through that haze of tears.
Even then I didn’t get to breakdown completely. I still had the weekend to get through, and an extremely busy schedule to get past.
I don’t know how much longer I can postpone this other one until I snap.
God be with me.